Vent Your Frustrations • Page 30

pretty much... and the PLATITUDES the MOFUCKIN PLATITUDES... hope, love, togetherness bullshit... ughh...

people want peace, but really they just want their own peace of mind.

 

My rm has started laying down the law (well for her) a bit, so baby steps? she said she had a convo with rando and she's annoyed with rando because she's coming off entitled and spoiled in their convo. which, shocker. but anyway she at least got her to stop having her bf come over which makes me feel waaaaay more comfy already. Having a man I don't know living with me was causing me more stress than I even realized. idk. I'm worried that once again my rm will try being straight with her and she'll just smooth talk her way into staying longer again. imma try to hang out with my rm and touch base. my sis is visiting next week and if she's here while the rando is she won't hold back so that'll be interesting.

 

I enjoy cleaning, for the most part, and don't mind doing it at all but ugggh folding and hanging laundry is the worst!!! it's so mundane and boring and so I put it off so then I have this huge pile of clothes to deal with. we're having thanksgiving at my house this weekend and my room looks like a bomb exploded.

 

That's what happens to me when I have people over... My room is a disaster and everything else looks nice haha.

 

I actually cleaned my room and put away lots of laundry but I have another load in the dryer and I know by the time it's done I won't have motivation left to put it away. finally took down my halloween decorations a month later too!

 

Omg the nerve of this rando. she's leaving next week, after my rm laid it out to her. she tried this pity woe is me bs and is making herself the victim and is all "oh golly gee, why would Kiana hate me? I try so hard not to impose! sometimes I have to take my dog out so I'm sorry if that's annoying to her!"

Like naw sis miss me with that! Why would i care that you have to take ur dog out to the bathroom. not here for her trying to paint me as irrational. sis maybe I dislike u cause u were supposed to stay a week and it's been months and u haven't paid rent. maybe I dislike you cause u invited ur bf and dog for the free ride. nope nope nope ppl stay testing me.

 

Got asked to come in early AGAIN. Last minute too. Fucking shit man. I'm not gonna get a fucking message at midnight expecting me to wake up at 4 fucking am in order to make it in for work and nearly work a double. Shit. I'm super angry right now. I said I could come in early in the beginning of the week and I never got an answer. THEN I get asked to come in even earlier. Let me not sleep hmm. This bull shit keeps continuing to happen and I need to fucking quit but I need another job and theres almost no full time openings I qualify for. I want to cry right now. I had another shitty week last week and didn't want to get called in early, and looking it fucking happened. Every time I want to call off I can't because I get asked to come in early. What the actual fuck. I'm so fucking done. I just want to scream. I'm literally the only person they can call in so I'm always fucked over. I ALWAYS get fucked over on my shifts too. I can't take it anymore! I want to say no sooooo bad. Last week I didn't answer my phone.

I needed to rant.

 

as someone who has creeped and watched this whole thing play out on here im happy for you that the rando will be gone soon haha

 

I'll believe it when I see it! I'm waiting for her to pull some last minute "well next week I'll move into my new house so can I stay another week which will turn into another month?" bs like the day before she's supposed to leave lol and I already told my rm she can't fall for it!

 

"actually this has been my house the whole time, you're the rando who's getting evicted Kiana, Shyamalan"

 

Ngl I've been waiting for this to happen too haha. like what if there's some conspiracy where the rando and my rm are actually complaining about me and trying to get me out?? but I think my rm prefers me cause I pay rent!

 

this is the smallest thing to be frustrated about but legit the amount of times people spell my name wrong is crazy.

like I had my cousin spell my name Johnathan while writing a facebook message to me despite my name being write there in the send area.

my work likes to also call me john which I absolutely hate because I don't like my name being shortened.

 

My younger brother's name is Christian and it bothers everybody in the family, himself included, when people call him Chris.

 

Everyone at work spells my name Kiona and I've resigned to it. I have someone there who I text sometimes, and I always start it off with "hey this is kiana" and she always says "hey Kiona!" Like I just wrote it out for you!! I've worked with you for two years!

 

It makes it worse on me since I have a co-worker in the same department as me named John.

They call him John 1 and me John 2 and I'm like hello my name is Jonathan just do that so it's easier.

 

My neighbor loves to feed the birds, but she doesn't feed them birdseed. She feeds them bread, cheese puffs, and basically anything else in her pantry. Too bad the birds drop all of this in my yard and my dog eats everything. So allllll day my dog whines like she has to go outside, but really she just wants to try to find food out there. Also great when I catch her eating cheese puffs and then an hour later she's puking them up all over the rug. We've asked my neighbor before to at least just feed them bread since that doesn't upset my dog's stomach if she gets any, but she keeps throwing out whatever she feels like. So irritating.

 

I'm sorry but you gotta admit that's really funny

 

It's funny until she pukes orange cheese puffs everywhere lol She came into my room this morning and woke me up whining. I let her outside and within a few seconds I see her with an entire hotdog bun in her mouth lol She's gained 4 pounds within the last few months...wonder why lmao

 

My dog always loved cheese doodles, hed hound you if he saw you with any lmao.

 

We have the super important observation at work. I had a 2/5 chance of getting selected for it. so guess who did! me! fml

 

Peeked at this months schedule for work. I'm think back at it and I think I'm scheduled on one of my days off! It's fucking bullshit because everyone else keeps their days off as their days off no matter what it seems. I feel like I always get fucked over somehow or someway. Like seriously, there is no way in hell im working my DAY OFF without my approval. I'm so sick and tired of the bullshit at my work. I keep searching for jobs every chance I can get.

 

Damn near had a mental breakdown earlier worrying about money situations to my girl and how my feeling does intentionally try to sabotage us cus they don't like how it required me to relocate by asking/needing money from me.
I will always try to help my family but opening up to my girl about every detail and truly venting those frustrations to someone who'd need to understand it really seemed to help... Especially considering she said "I knew that would be the case and I'm glad it's in the open now."

She had no idea how much that helped me free up being able to just breathe again after all that concern cus I'd always try to balance both.

 

My mom meditates every day which is fine but she has to have absolute silence. So I have to sit in one room with no music on, can't watch TV, have to make no noise at all. I can't even get up and move or she hears the floor creak........And it is very irritating because 9 times outta 10 she'll be downstairs for an hour + and I finally have to get up because I have to pee or something and I find out that she fell asleep!!! I've been holding my pee for an hour and you were just taking a nap!??! Right now she's been downstairs for 2 hours and I'm hungry and want to eat but if I get up she will hear me moving
Edit: OMFG SHE IS FINALLY DONE!!! CHEESE RAVIOLI HERE I COME!!!!!

 

People who can't multi task. talk and work at the same time. it isn't hard to do both!!

 

I don't know where else to post this. I don't see many threads that "fit" what I want to post. Anyway, I have a lot of anxiety right now because I need to call off of work today. I'm not feeling well at all and I wasn't feeling well last night. I don't want to try and push through and make it worse for myself for 8 hours. I pushed through last light for half my shift and it was awful. i don't want to have to go home early or anything