sA1nts & sA1lors [Archived] • Page 29

It scares the shit out of me.
Not going to lie, wishing I was dead has crossed my mind in the last year. I was at my lowest in august and then an old friend came back into my life and he really turned things around for me. But what if he hadn't come back? What if I had let those thoughts consume me? THAT IS MENTAL ILLNESS PEOPLE! and the government and all these Jesus praising asshats think its not a real issue.

 

I'm still in a food coma

Thanks for coming out @Your Milkshake @ChaseTx @thesoftskeleton @austingordon Y'all are the realest and I am a lucky guy to have such a good corps around

 

Everyone ITT,

@Fucking Dustin and @Laura are such sweethearts that theyll cook you a seafood dinner and then thank you for coming over to be a glutton about it.

Id love to be your host soon!

 

We should all hit up a concert soon! @thesoftskeleton and @ChaseTx

 

lol wat

 

Thanks for the invite

JK I know that isn't feasible

 

pics or it didn't happen

 

I wish I lived near you so I could have joined in on the funzies!

 

Feeling so lethargic today

 

I didn't go to sleep until like 12 last night and woke up at 5:30 so I'm drained

Going to be up late tonight too watching wrestling

 

We told we would! Ones I’m already going to are is BORNS, phoebe bridgers and most likely 90% we gonna buy tickets for st Vincent.

 

I thought the St Vincent was sold out

Edit: maybe that was Bon Iver

 

How come no one ever wants to hang out w me in Chicago!

 

Bon iver sold out in like minutes but I’m pretty confident st Vincent still has tickets

I would. I have family there but I don’t really visit them.

 

I am yr family now

 

My anxiety is such a dick that the idea of planning any sort of trip stresses me out

 

Lol well okay

 

Lol jk but u should come here

 

Dude, we went to Macy's yesterday and ended up in the area where you do Wedding registration. They had wedding vendors and shit and I was like "oh hell no. Nope, not yet." The idea of planning a wedding almost made me go insane yesterday. I have 3 years to plan. Both of us ran the hell out of there lol.

 

Is it this bad all the time?

 

Ps- trip planning is fun bb Ian

 

I love tripping

 

But it costs money and what if I go away and the weekend I'm going away it there's something fun close to home

and if my anxiety is high all the time yeah if I need to think about doing anything yeah

 

Which kind