It's "nice" to hear that other people deal with stuff like that as well, but it makes me wonder if that's considered normal or if I should talk with a professional. Probably should :\
The other night I dreamt I was finally out of college In my own pair of sandals, I had turned into my father Whistling our tune about the Rio Grande Like an anchoritein June I took hold of my own hand And started on the Abrahamic joke we knew About apostrophes and pronouns and you-remember-who "But let's keep that silly punchline between me and you Little Haroon And the man in the moon." Is just like....chills down my spine every time. What a fucking closing verse.
yeah comradery is nice but it only goes so far. id urge you to seek any sort of help or just someone to talk to. hell my DMs are always open, my name is Kenneth btw i know we've talked in various threads but idk if ive ever like properly said he whats up haha. H.P. Lovecraft coined the term "call of the void" which is the sensation you get when you want to drive into oncoming traffic or just want to cause chaos. its a pretty common thing from what ive seen although some people frustratingly think its just the byproduct of having a bad day when Lovecraft himself said it probably stems more from deep rooted mental illness issues or just a side effect of depressive nature
Yep, I get that a lot more than I'm comfortable with. Probably once a day I get thoughts or urges to do something destructive like that... I haven't and don't think I'm in danger of following through, but it's still scary. I won't say too much more because I don't want to completely bum this thread out, haha, but basically like you just said to @fronkensteen if you ever need a safe, judgement-free space to vent my DMs are open. You can also add me on Facebook if you'd like, my name is Jimmy Welty. My cover photo says "worm juice." It's just always nice to be reminded that I'm not alone.
there is still some good left in this world and some of it is right here in the mewithoutYou thread :)
favorites from each album: - Silencer - Carousels - In a Sweater Poorly Knit - King Beetle - Fox's Dream - Rainbow Signs
yeah wow i didn't actually know those counted as intrusive thoughts and thought that was just.....a thing i did. not a unique thing but not something that had a name, yknow?
"On a bus ride into town I wondered out loud, "Why am I going to town?" And as I looked around At the billboards and the stores I thought, "Why do I look around?" this thread irl
It's like choosing a favorite child. I had a really hard time with Ten Stories. It's so consistently good. - Silencer - Paper Hanger - O, Porcupine - King Beetle - Bear's Vision - Mexican War Streets Best B-Side: Four Fires
"Plotting a garden coup d'etat In a carrot stick and celery stalk manage-a-mirepoix." This might be the most clever thing I've ever read.
bit the bullet and snagged a ticket to the greensboro stop. going solo cause all my friends are duds.