Hey, I don't like seeing shit like this from someone I've known for like 10 years on here. If you ever need someone to talk to, please feel free to reach out man.
Not a health care professional, but: I could see the drag ass part happening because of the weed, as it does that to me at times, but dry sinuses and headaches, that doesn't sound like the weed.
Does anyone have any experience talking to/emailing professors about mental health stuff? I feel into a deep deep hole last week and missed two assignments, and I wanted to ask my profs if I can still pass their classes with a zero on those assignments.
I never did but most of my professors had an open door policy and would encourage us to talk to them about anything we needed to. I did go to a pretty small liberal arts school where my class sizes were on average 10-20 so the professors got to know all their students pretty well, since most taught multiple courses. I think when I was a senior there were 120 people total in my major's program. So I think it's an easier thing to do when you aren't just another face in the sea, when I went to a large state school at first I never would have spoken to a professor about personal stuff. Making the change to a smaller school and deciding to do a major I love really did wonders for my mental health, I was so depressed my last semester at mizzou
My BIL has been so sick lately and has lost 15lb and they think it's graft vs host in his stomach. If it is, they have to put him back on steroids. But last time he was on steroids it caused his hips to deteriorate so much he has to get a hip replacement now. He's 26. Like wtf.
sometimes you're so used to being depressed that you forget that it's symptoms aren't normal Like talking with a friend about having hobbies and stuff and I was like truly "well nothing interests me"... like "nope, can't think of a single thing." and I was sitting there beating myself up over it like wow how boring are you but then I remembered that duh it's hard to get excited about stuff when you just don't care aabout anything anymore
I feel you, then people give you a hard time because you seem disinterested about everything. Just leave me alone, or mind your own business right ?
Had a breakthrough but in a negative way. Just starting to realize that I actually hate myself and how many of my actions are self-sabotage. It's like, deeper than that but I'm also having a bad day/night/year and this is as articulate as I can be right now.
I get a good buzz on, smoke a bowl, fall asleep at a decent hour, and feel slightly hungover, or I stay up all night and and drag ass for lack of sleep. Yay for broken brains. I thank the creator that I'm no longer consciously depressed and anxious anymore though.
First week of training down at my new job, weekend off. So far, so good... still learning still a lil "Overwhelmed" (aka need to wash rinse repeat a few more times) by all needed to learn and have down. Outside that.... all is well for this lil mental health check in. Had a mini anxiety moment SUPER EARLY this morning (over some confusion regarding duties at work), really was nervous but was sorted soon as I spoke with my mom, girl, and ultimately my general manager.
I've been dealing with blow after blow. I wrote a proposal to get a grant to open up a free Mental Health clinic at my hospital and we got the grant. Just got a call that we're dunzo. No more money. I worked really hard on this.
I just angrily confronted my molester. Fucker apologized while saying if that apology wasn't good enough, there was something wrong with me....ya think i'm a angry person? Ya fucking goddamn right. Something wrong with me? Fuck right off.