Mental Health Thread • Page 503

I feel guilty for saying this, but more than ever, I feel like something is missing from my life. It's not that my family doesn't give me purpose because they do, but where I used to be content sitting around and watching movies, I now have this huge itch to constantly be involved in a project of some type, and now that the horror fest is over for the year, I'm just constantly looking for things to do that I probably don't even have the bandwidth for. It's weird.

 

I can relate I’ve felt like there’s a huge emptiness inside of me for my entire life and anytime I found something I thought filled it (music, relationships, substances) it always turned out to be a temporary fix. On paper I have a very fulfilling life. I do not feel fulfilled