I really don’t know how to explain it, but living is weird. Like it’s hard to imagine spending the rest of my life cooking for myself, deciding what I want to eat and trying to get by alone with no money. Like how do I make it? Who do I ask for help if I need something? What do I do if I’m sick and can’t take care of myself? How do I spend my “free time” keeping busy when nothing interests me and I get bored. So many questions. I’m just tired of it all.