My mental health is rapidly deteriorating again. I know I seem to go through this every couple months for no reason but I still have no friends here and that's coming into play too. My one good friend i do have i think is getting sick of me and i feel us slowly drifting apart. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere and it's really taking a toll on me. I don't even like being around groups of people having fun because it makes me feel too sad. It is making me sick to my stomach to even type this out. Sleep now...I hope tmrw is a better day.