So I could feel more Care less So I could get this This shit off my chest And you wouldn’t resent me For the stuff that I cannot do Like waking up early Or getting day drunk with you
Biting my tongue now it's bleeding Biding my time just to give in Laying awake for days Changing the sheets on my grave Re-pointing the paths I've paved Re-living mistakes I've made
So let them judge and shove us under And let them do the devil's work Let them calculate the crimes in all our broken rhymes But let us find the heaven following the hurt
There's a shadow on the moon And the waters here below Do not shine the way they should. And I love you just in case you didn't know. Let it go. Let it happen like it happened once before. It's a wicked wind and it chills me to the bone And if you do not believe me Come and gaze upon the shadow at your door.
I can see it now, what gets lost but never found? What can fasten two yet only touches one? Who could make it hurt as much as it did before? You can tie a string around the place it used to show No answers No answers when you're not around
It's too late to tell you that I care and I'm wishing you were here And I think it would be better if you had never left at all This place is not the same without the smile on your face And if you were here then I would take you everywhere
So I'll shout it from the heavens above Hell ain't nothin' but the devil's drug And love ain't a sickness, though I once thought it was
The world is a beautiful place, But we have to make it that way. Whenever you find home, We’ll make it more than just a shelter, And if everyone belongs there, It will hold us all together. If you’re afraid to die, Then so am I.
I was naive Your love was like candy Artificially sweet I was deceived by the wrapping Got caught in your web And I learned how to bleed I was prey in your bed And devoured completely And it hurts my soul Cause I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control 'Cause I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need to walk away from
I'm tapped out Don't it always seem to go that You could hold it right in your hands Collapsing and still not know
Confessingly, this is the first time I've loved you, And God I mean, God I mean it, I hope that I mean it
Well that is that and this is this. Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky. (You missed, you missed) You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye. (You missed) When the earth folded in on itself. (You missed) And said "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell (You missed, you missed) are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath." (You missed, you missed) You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death? (You missed, you missed) You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death? The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? In your head, in your mouth, in your soul. The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind. Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How the hell could I mind? Well that is that and this is this. You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get. You get away from me. (You get away from me) You get away from me. Well that is that and this is this. Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed, when the ocean met the sky. (You missed, you missed) You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?
Hitting me hard this week: I don't know which is worse- the fact that you're gone, or the fact that it hurts