My Winter in Medford is quieter without you My kitchen at Midnight is quieter without you My evenings in, early, are quieter without you My pockets and wallet are quieter without you But frankly, I'd asked you to stay It's not my fault that you left anyway
This drunken body I've left behind And the problems that are no longer mine I resided under your broken feathers For too long scraps of pictures in a box Is what remains of those childhood dreams You'll never know, The person I've become
And now I want to fall into something else An origami plane to a distant island And I don't want to show you my feelings I don't want to force you to deal I just want to crash through the ceiling Before it gets too real
I want to smash things I want a coffee I want to punch myself repeatedly Let's watch a movie, expend no energy and just be Can we just be
This is a time in my life where everything is falling apart, and at the same time it's all coming together Those summer days that I longed for never really were what I wanted them to be
If I live to see the seven wonders, I'll make a path to the rainbow's end. I'll never live to match the beauty again.
Slowly drifting into a peaceful breeze Tongue tied, twisted are all my memories Celebrating a fantasy come true Packing all my bags finally on the move I'm leaving today I'm living it, leaving it to change As I'm driving I'm captured by the view So much beauty, the road becomes my muse The heat is rising and my hands surfs through the wind Cool, calm, collected is a child that lies within I'm leaving today I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change I'm leaving today I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change But somehow I'll miss it I think I'll really miss it I turn up the radio And I'm feeling like I've never felt before Turn down the memories of yesteryears and broken dreams I'm free, finally free
exit for shore points I don't wanna go to spring lake again cuz walkin in a dream did this evil that's staying with me
No direction, I am a compass Constantly spinning Constantly searching for the end Never reaching our destination But the goal was never when Or where Or who It was only you
I was blind, but now I see You made a believer out of me I was high, but now I feel low My own private I dunno
this contusion-colored evening maybe you paint the silhouette of the gaunt tree line singed in ‘97 when wildfires threatened my development then swallowed towns the Klan had founded the shaded sand dens were Party Caverns for them who’d come hallucinate while we slept scaring our rabbits to death in their hutches I can’t remember how I used to live but they’ve all cased their jumps fatally I willed it to be in the hours of blankness preceding sleep oh the years we waste faking remorse every decision I have ever made bred the branching future’s mute howlers with burst-vessel red eyes roaring inaudibly on the freezing morning walk to the corner grocery what hangs over the big empty country reborn in the negatives of photos of dusk regret so huge it’s on a phantom axis receding beaches hissing hearing damage the miles-long column of cold moonlight cast across still seas when my nose begins to bleed some submitted to having their lights put out by the basement thrill killer of the neighborhood I heard being murdered is no experience ten or eleven wounds in “It’s not about Satan or anything. You just die– It’s weird.”
Cause everyone needs my help But I'm tired and I need theirs as well And if every day is an eye for an eye Well then I won't lose sight Cause if I never get any closer in Then they won't know I tried And the better way's looking up all night So I don't lose my mind Cause I see the same light as you Just not the same signs Every word is a whisper of someone's hell Every name is a number to someone else And everyone counts themselves Till they break and the words slip out
I know you're disappointed What the hell is wrong with me I'm sorry I was so selfish And all I ever cared about was me
how am I relating to Simple Plan in the year of our lord 2017? No you don't know what its like When nothing feels alright You don't know what its like to be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life Do you want to be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over