I smoked my last cigarette I drank my last drop Quit doing all the things That I swore I'd never stop I changed my direction Sang a different tune Gave up all those childish ways That made me old too soon
you made a map of how you loved and drew a perfect circle i scribbled a venn diagram i guess i lost my stable hand and i am feeling long cold winters i'm lost and can't remember the ways to keep myself as warm as then
Honestly I can't remember All my teenage feelings Or their meanings They seem too see-through to be true
In the light of the day, stabilize and reset and then burn in the image until I can't forget and end ceaselessly speaking until Nothing is unsaid. I don't know what I want what I want is where I've been. In the night will rest you head into my hands will you disrupt this pattern from starting again? If I ask you for Nothing will Nothing there stand? I don't know what I want what I wants where I've been.
Say it is the reason, I don’t need it I don’t need to be safe Singing isn’t honest, I don’t mean it I don’t mean to be brave Either way you are a ghost.
won’t take the medication, but it’s good to have around a kind and loving god won’t let my small ship run aground
The kind of thing that hangs inside a moment A kiss of good that's temperate and golden That permeates the surface of the woven And seeps into the piece of you inside of my head
I tried so hard to be attentive To all you wanted Always supportive, always patient What did I do wrong? I'm wondering for days and hours It's clear, it isn't here where you belong Anyhow, anyhow I wish you both all the best I hope you get along You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry" You said you would love me until you die And as far as I know you're still alive
Just a simple conversation about nothing much at all Couldn't keep me in the room, I just kept walking down the hall But now I understand just what a fool I'd been No matter what the context, I won't have that time again
I only take up a little of the collapsing space I better cut this off Don't wanna fuck it up I try to save it for a rainy day It's rainy all the time Until everything is less insane I'm mixing weed with wine Thinking nothing I change changes anything I won't let it ruin my head
I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal To be normal And I've forgotten what food tastes like The way it tastes right The taste buds taste right Well I wake up in so much spit and sweat It is not normal What is normal
May the roots reach beneath the sleeping street, station in the riverbed, register what we won’t hear. May the leaves puzzle out the canopy, shake and photosynthesize everything we’re sorry for into one long breath of air.
Can you hear me in the air, waking up your stare Running across the water, building ways to take me there And that's the closest I could get
This drunken body I've left behind And the problems that are no longer mine I resided under your broken feathers For too long scraps of pictures in a box Is what remains of those childhood dreams You'll never know, The person I've become