I fought the spirit with a sword in my side Cheat, what a way out, crack my rib, wait to die I think I know you the best when I sleep I think I know everything Me and my brothers, we have tongues sharp as knives I found a way out, make a noise, close your eyes I think I talk to you best when I sing I sing about almost everything
No one needs to know, I’m letting this world go It hurts to think what could be, No one needs to know but me
And now my lover is screaming “Jason, can you love me the way you never even acted like you did?” The problem I’m seeing with being so damn empty Is the irony when you’re completely full of shit When your mouth keeps running to a dangerous place Can you really call it lost if you don’t want to be saved? When it rains, it’s pouring on me
In the light of the day, stabilize and reset and then burn in the image until I can't forget and end ceaselessly speaking until Nothing is unsaid. I don't know what I want what I want is where I've been. In the night will rest you head into my hands will you disrupt this pattern from starting again? If I ask you for Nothing will Nothing there stand? I don't know what I want what I wants where I've been.
You smashed the glass into pieces And that's around the time I left And you were coming across as clever Then you lit the wrong end of your cigarette You said I'm full of diseases Your eyes were full of regret And then you took a picture of your salad And put it on the Internet
went further in when I couldn’t get out I spent my money and you stole my money and my weed and then you said it was from you oh that’s just so cute but I won’t pay for you to lose your mind again no I won’t pay for your mushrooms hell, it feels like a robbery when “no” doesn’t mean a thing to you
Tricked into some fodder about this oasis This conversation of new beginning Having enlightening talks over common interests Chained together to push onto the celebrated platform Chained together, chained forever Chained together to push onto the celebrated platform tonight I've boarded myself inside I've refused to exit There is no ocean for me There is no glamour Only the mirage of water ascending from the asphalt I gaze at it from the oven of my home Confined to a house that never remains clean To a bed where the ill never get well I cough ceaselessly into the night The remainder of my humanity is drifting spit through the cold Sitting quietly in scorching reimagined suburbia
I shouldn't laugh but I know I'm a failure in your eyes. I know it's daft but I guess that I know it deep inside. It feels like we're ready to crack these days, you and I. When it's just the two of us, only the two of us, I could die.
I try but I'm not convincing Your lips they pout and twist and I die trying just to keep myself from kissing you You take in everything with A certainty I envy It's somehow all I need Just keep me guessing please
I broke my ribs in a steady stream To show you what you mean to me I wrote words to songs you'll never read Just to feel alive subconsciously I drop my keys off on the desk These walls know all the things we've said Everyone knows life's deathless But why can't it feel more like this
Our sight is gone What we see is what we hear And what we feel we'll believe We're all fucked so fuck it all There's nothing we can do We're all going down on this ship We'll never make it home Nothing ever changes Because everything was ment to fail And we're feeling it again......So scream.
Got a face full Of ominous weather Smirking smile Of a high pressure ridge Got more faults than The state of California And the heart is a badly built bridge Seems the most I Have to offer Doesn't offer much Make it something Somebody could use Make this Something somebody Could use
Well I don't like the shape of my body And I don't like the sound of your name If or when we put the two together I'm only hoping all of that might change
and you're the only thing that's going on in my mind taking over my life a second time i dont have the capacity for fucking you're meant to be helping me when i said i liked it better without my money i lied it took a little while to recognize that i im not giving it up again
one more for today cuz its hitting me hard as always oh stop being an asshole and counting my eye holes they're like piss holes in the snow uh oh keeping a tab on my health man you're putting me up on a shelf well i'll believe you're clean but only by seeing your face for myself and then she pointed at the bag of her dreams in a well posh magazine i said im done babe im out of the scene but i was picking up from bethnal green she said i've been romanticizing heroin and oh how id love to go to paris again
And sometimes that music drifts through my car On a spring night when anything is possible And I close my eyes and I nod my head And I wonder how you been and I count to a hundred and ten Because you’ll always be my hero, even if I never see you again
Don't waste your time on me I'm just an architect I have built nothing Please take my arms in assistance if I offer them I can solve that sting Your life held in low regard beneath low ceilings They are designed by fate Tonight we can tear the roof from this existence I'll tear it all away You told all of your friends You told all of your friends You told all of your friends And no one came
all of your friends are gone and you were barely holding on we were wrong and they fooled us once again we are the loneliest of men
Records on, the speakers blown Fill the air with what we know Climb a ladder up and hang a hopeful sign Never lonely, never lost Never scared to jump across Revolutions come and go but we survive
For the first time in my life I've been having dreams that I remember And finding subtle differences To make these days go faster Keeping you at arms length Isn't nearly far enough It's too late to burn your bridges Or hide in your new year It can be cold and calculating To an extent that I can't believe Where should I go where I can be more than an excuse? Where can I go that wouldn't take me back to you?
i was doing fine without ya til i saw your face, now i cant erase giving in to all his bullshit is this what you want, is this who you are? i was doing fine without ya til i saw your eyes turn away from mine oh sweet darling, where he wants ya said come on superman, say your stupid line