Look WhA1 You Made Me Do [Archived] • Page 1343

I talk a lot and apparently very loud and over people cause I’m the literal worst.

 

Literally just asked someone if him and his friend are "beat friends" instead of "best friends" so I'm in the same boat

 

Don't disparage circle jerks

 

@CoffeeEyes17's character work is so strong I'm amazed he hasn't been recruited by MadTV yet

 

for what its worth in my short time of really getting to know you i think youre really funny.

its a combination. Celexa and Adderall during the day. sometimes Zyprexa if its one of those crippling manic days but i dont have many of those anymore. Seroquel at night to stabilize my head and get my thoughts to shutup so i can sleep. at first i thought i just had bad anxiety but i had a disastrous manic fit where i had convinced myself that all of the people in my life were actors and my paranoia hit a peak level to where i had to be taken to a mental and drug rehabilitation center about 5 hours away from my home. i had to stay for about 7 days and then i could go home. the overmedicated the shit out of me at first but now im better. what started as a schizophrenic diagnoses was eventually narrowed down to a bipolar disorder as well as mild OCD, paranoia, depression, and anxiety. generally speaking im doing A WHOLE LOT better these days.


yall see what i mean she asked me a simple question and i just had to spill the beans on literally everything why am i like this

 

You're so accepting. It's nice

 

that is a v high compliment thank you

 

ahh i see we are a lot alike my friend.

 

*Xxw33dXxPersonxX42069 likes this*

 

Where my anti-depressent/tranquilizer homies @

 

Nice

 

@electro haikus I know you were feeling bummed the other day. Any better?

 

read this as Xxw33dXxPersonaxX42069 and i was like wow same

 

Man you try to be nice and Snapchat Dylan something nice and Menzingers related know he likes the band and this is the response I get. Why even bother with that bully?

 

I think I made a dumb impression on someone and I'm going to be thinking about it all day. Cool times

 

i'm okay. that was this morning. money is just super tight until next Thursday. my roommate's girlfriend got fired so i've been splitting the bills with him 50/50 and i can't do it much more, either she needs to get full time hours again or leave in the next month or two. i was fine with helping her but now she's spending part time checks on booze while i'm still fronting bills and i'm not a charity nor an enabler, and she very much has a problem. a bad one.

 

:D its always comforting yet disheartening when i hear someone else struggles with mental illness. on one hand im like "hey im not alone and this doesnt make me less of a person for struggling with this" but on the other hand im like "it sucks knowing other people go through what ive gone through, especially the ones that never got the help they needed"

 

Wow no...that is not ok.

 

i find that folks that suffer from emotional trauma/mental illness often have the freshest perspective on things. i certainly think my own is, in a fucked up round about way, the only reason i'm happy if by no way other than having the contrast to the bad times.

 

yeah. i'm an idiot. i went from overspending on my girlfriend to someone else's. the thing is she is great when she is sober. she just is only sober 10% of the time. i don't want to put him in a hard position but i need that extra $3-400 a month back.

 

I would much rather have a normal brain and hope my anxiety and OCD isn't what keeps me pure

 

reasonable haha

 

we have really run the gambit of topics in here today, even for this thread hahaha

 

It's not even 2pm omg

 

I vouch for this