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I might volunteer at a cat cafe here

 

How I have felt reading 1Q84 for the past year

I am almost done fwiw

 

I figured Fight Club

 

it’s not about how fast you read, but that you read at all or something

 

Thank you so much everyone! A lot of those things are really hard for me to do when I'm feeling like this but I'm really going to try and force myself this time. @Kota I'm going to order that book tonight. I'll let you know what I think!

 

Read my PM!!

 

Also I have a good book rec for anyone who also suffers from social anxiety

 

YOOOOOOO

 

@Kate as long as you're trying that's what's important!!

 

Guys I just got great news...it’s time to take control of my financial future!!!

 

I'll be too anxious to buy it but what is it

 

Hell yeah comrade

 

you should. I would love to do that but there aren't any even remotely close to me. great idea tho

 

God dam*it Ian, you'll do anything for free p****

 

I’m reading this bio about Stalin, The Stand by Stephen King and very slowly this big book of Aristotle from my close friend who went to St. John’s in Annapolis for a year (google it)

 

Which one Ian

 

I appreciate it

That said, I have had cats before, while growing up, but like never fully on my own. My last cat passed away 10 years ago. I miss having one every day. I follow so many foster groups on IG, lol.

Told myself if I could show myself in some way I could take care of myself in a way that wasn't a habit before, maybe I'd ready to try again with adopting. Perhaps silly, but I wanted to see how I handled tattoos and piercings and whether the aftercare bothered me in anyway.

I'm an anxious person who overthinks, so my current worries are:
1. handling the litter box, if I adopt 2, then I need 2--where can i keep them that it doesn't bother me with the smell? I do have a fairly large bathroom in my apartment, but it'd be a little awkward.
2. So I adopt, how do I get 2 kitties home? Probably fucking uber or just rent a zip car for a few hours, but driving in SF will make me super anxious and the kitties don't need me super fucked up like that lol
3. then can i handle this disruption to my habits? This was a huge downfall before.

So to say that I'm anxious and in my head about it would be an understatement.

 

I'm always here if you need anything. remember that

hit me

 

I'm busy that day
Eat, Play, Adopt | Cat Cafe | Huntington, NY

 

There might be a rescue group that could bring the cat to you. My aunt is an animal advocate and they have people all the time that volunteer to transport animals, maybe you could look into something like that.

 

It's funny because I could literally go in there and I wouldn't even know if you were in there cause I have never seen a picture of you

 

thank you