like honestly I didn't have dinner and almost went out to buy food but didn't want to go out into the cold so I decided to go hungry instead. And I have access to food a few yards from my building. That is how much I hate it lol.
I complain about how I want cold yet I have barely done those like walks in the cold with some indie or emo music. also I feel like I complain about cold if I ever had to deal with what Kiana had too. That sucks.
I’m dreading having to move to Colorado for a couple months because I love California’s weather so much
this isn't really on the current topic but dang I have been really wanting to take a trip to ether the bay or LA soon. I told myself after my last trip to palm desert, that I wait until next year to make another long drive. I am just a terrible person so I am trying to think of excuses on why should I go to ether place.
It's snowing which means now I have to answer the door 20 times and tell every kid in the neighborhood I do not want my driveway shoveled bc I don't have cash on me. I feel so bad bc they look so sad when I tell them no! I'm sorry kidssss!!!
I always go on these other forums and I see people find these amazing deals on like shoes/clothes at like Marshall’s, Ross and TJ Maxx. I check mine all weekly and I never find anything good. It’s sadness.
I KNOW. IT SUCKS. I just saw yesterday someone find $160 shoes at Marshall’s for like $50 and I was like HOW. I might have to go daily tbh.
My TJ Maxx is awful. Also I hate every single person who puts their grubby hands in all the makeup. Idk where your hands have been!! And then they gotta go and try out the lipstick!!! Every time I see a high-end brand at my TJ Maxx it's been used. Just look up swatches online and put the makeup down!
ok real talk I hate working at a grocery store because customers are nasty. I’ve gone to the bathroom and then of course washed my hands because THEY SHOULD BE CLEAN meanwhile I’ve had customers go into the bathroom and not wash their hands and touch produce. I want to yell at people but I get in trouble.
Here is a small town story @St. Nate Last night for my friends birthday we got sushi and then went to a diner to get pie. Left my car at the sushi place cause we carpooled to the diner. Apparently my lil sister's friend asked her why my car was parked at the sushi restaurant at 10pm. And then my sister asked if I got drunk and couldn't drive home cause my family knows I don't really drink and I had to explain sushi and pie like I should never! Like for real here I can't do anything! Like how does my sisters friend even know what my car looks like??? Wtf?? Can't do nothing in this town!!
my work is making me close Christmas Eve because I’m the young one who doesn’t really have anything special for Christmas Eve and I am not surprised.
It's dumb but sometimes a musician is so good it annoys me because I'll never be that talented so then I think there's no point in even trying. Which is like... Counterintuitive. Im supposed to talk about how a musician inspired me to play music, not dissuaded me. Like I'm just never gonna accomplish anything in life cause I compare myself to everyone else and talk myself out of things. I just don't understand why I'm like wired to have no ambition. I do nothing all day and then beat myself up for having no skills. Meh.
Apparently my 5-year-old nephew thinks that you never stop growing and whenever you have a birthday you grow more lol He told me he was scared about it and hopes he never becomes 1000 bc he would be so big he would reach outer space and his head would fall off his body I told him he won't be 1000 and he won't grow that big and he said "That's a relief!!" He cracks me up so much.
"I've got good news for you kid, you're gonna die a lot sooner than that." Is that what you said? That's what I would have said.
LOL no. I just told him some people live to be 100 and that he'll stop growing way before that. It was so random, too. He just asked me to go into my living room and sit down to "have a chat" and then just looks at me and says "Chichi...I'm scared!" Poor kid He looked so relieved when I told him he'd stop growing lol