I went to the local museum cause my sis won first place for her painting in the teens division (shoutout!) and my god art is expensive. There was a painting I liked. It was $900. idek anyone here who could afford that. I thought it would be like $80 at most. I thought I'd be fancy and have some art hanging in my house and I was shut down!
I was watching the MTV movie awards with my family and the new IT trailer came on and I was like yikes meanwhile my 12 year old sister was like OMG THIS MOVIE LOOKS AMAZING I am bad at horror stuff
Tbh there was a lot of weird stuff there! I liked this painting cause it kinda reminded me of Radiohead. Idk why. It kinda looked like how I'd visualize their music. It was the only one that really ~called my name. But I def didn't get like the sculpture of an eyeball on a plaque or one that looked like someone made a scribble
I forgot to tell this story earlier today but I got the weirdest gift ever. I was about to leave to the zoo and then my mom told me she had to give me a gift from my grandma. She hands me this green hat that says Israel on it in two different sides. I'm confused on to why I'm getting this hat. It turns out my grandma went with her church to Israel a few months ago on a spiritual journey. I'm thinking "oh ok that makes sense" but then I'm now thinking in what circumstances can I wear this hat or how am I going to explain this hat to people.
this dude on the voice is covering harry styles sign of the times and I'm like WHAT the song barely came out a few weeks ago Ima judge hard
I don't know how I felt about that performance. I'm just so used to harry voice so it felt weird tbh.
omg apparently my friend has a framed picture of me from high school where I'm doing like the cliche wannabe pose where my hand is like a gun and I'm doing a duck face/"hard" snarl thing and I have so many regrets in life.
Omg this girl said that bad attitude guy was "sweet". He ain't sweet. I see past his rudeness. And I heard he's getting a promotion. Ugh. Now I have to come in more contact with him. I guess there that in need of people at night. And he's all thinking highly of himself because he was assigned "lead of the floor" pretty much right after training. It makes me laugh because that happens to everyone. It doesn't make him any special.
That dude is super basic. I was like oh Team Adam sounds about right. And then when it says he's been on the brink of elimination for 3 weeks straight I was like
I was getting ready for work so of course I had my Spanglish playlist going on. I was watching a Nicky Jam video and I was like imagine how crazy it be to fall in love at a laundromat.
I have to decide tomorrow if I accept that apartment. I looked at it today and it's cute but very small. It's just me so I guess it doesn't matter, but it'll def be the smallest place I've ever lived. Rent includes everything except power, and I'd get wifi and directv included. There's also a cute community rooftop deck where u can hang out and use the grill and stuff and it overlooks downtown. But also adulting is scary and it costs more than where I live now. I need to make my adult steps but my anxiety is thru the roof tbh!!!!!! My dad is in pdx for a Testament concert so I can't even call and make him tell me what to do lol
it does sound like from how you've described it your current living situation is Toxic (do do do do do do do bow bow bow) baby can't you see but I have no info so I can't really give advice
I'm just waiting for kiana to give us the ok to start playing Spanglish music and balloons fly everywhere.
It's just scary cause when I told my rm I was gonna look for other places, I wasn't in a huge hurry. It is toxic, but I was planning on taking my time and looking. But two days after I submitted my app they called me and now I gotta decide. It has all happened in the span of a week! I think it's freaking me out that it's happening faster than I anticipated. I'm a meticulous over-analyzer and planner so I'm feeling overwhelmed lol.
I'm starting to think about when I should start looking into getting an apartment. I mean right now my job is decent. I get my hours and I'm keeping up on all my bills. but then it's like I gotta find roommates and deal with all that stuff and it sounds scary. I also can't imagine myself living with anyone here in my town.
I about had a damn heart attack today. I just got a new wallet and had switched things over to it. I have a dr. appt tomorrow and realized I forgot to put my insurance card in my new wallet. Then I forgot where I put my old wallet and I had just decluttered a bunch of shit and thought I accidentally donated it with my card still in it. Nope just put it in some random purse I forgot I had. Why am I so disorganized???
my friend: hey Jonathan let's go for a walk/run on the trails. me: yes I'm so excited. we get there my friend stops every five minutes to smoke another cigarette me: ??????