Sometimes I just get so overwhelmed about my gratitude that Christina Aguilera exists that I get legit emotional about it
we used to have a van that my parents gave me as my first car. One month into driving it and it broke. It's been sitting in our garage for over 3 years and we are finally selling it tomorrow. What a relief and all the space we gained.
I'm just sitting here watching my neighbor across the street try to rake up leaves with a shovel It's not going very well and idk why but it is so funny to me.
My rm has asked me a few times to smoke with her and I always decline. She asked me what I thought the "danger" was and I'm like I mean idk if I'd say danger? I do have a really weird issue about needing to be in control of all my senses all the time like I don't even like nyquil lmao. She says she thinks it'd be a good bonding experience and I'm like idk if you wanna bond like... ask me to hang out and do something or hang out at home and talk to me? She's not even being rude or pushy but every time I decline I feel like an uptight buzzkill. Forever the stick in the mud. Sometimes I do wish I could be cool and not so uptight but it also freaks me out to be anything else!! Idk it's late and I'm in a weird mood send help!
My work is located in this shopping area. Behind the shopping area is the local park and right behind the park is a neighborhood surrounding a police station. I guess someone tried to shoot at the police so now that whole neighborhood is blocked off. I saw cops with assault riffles while I was driving by and yikes. There is at least 15 cop cars there right now surrounding the neighborhood.
I know... you don't gotta tell me lol! But I've still just never really had a desire to do it and it doesn't seem like it's for me. I guess I'm like I'm glad she is thinking of me and wants to help me, but it's just not the kind of thing I'm interested in but I feel like that's never enough for people. She hasn't been rude at all but she's brought it up a few times and I'm like chill, if I ever do wanna I'll find u or like anyone else I know. Like it's cool I'm just not interested rn. But ppl always have a way of pushing me a bit that makes me even more stubbornly wanna say no lol. Like she's not even being super pushy, I think I just get annoyed when I decline something and someone asks again haha.
I know it makes people really lazy and/or paranoid too from what I've heard from others, so I guess as with any herb, substance, or medicine, everyone reacts quite differently. Still, it's unfair to pressure others into that kind of thing. If someone says no, esp more than once, you gotta respect that.
that movie a year for every year I've been alive thing was so fun I decided to do it for songs too, of course Lorde and Carly Rae Jepsen are on there twice
I'm going to different places to check out cars and these car salesmen are being super aggressive and it makes me nervous.
yeah it sucks because I'm a super quiet person so this aggressiveness just leads me to be a yes person.
When I bought my car they were like these nice hipster salesmen who lulled me into a false sense of security and then sold me garbage lol
Saw someone's license plate that said "DNICE" and it totally reminded me of that key and peele (I think it was them??) video of the substitute teacher mispronouncing names
I brought my dad with me to buy my car so that helped. Plus if you constantly talk about your budget and what you want your terms to be you can talk them down to meet your needs
It was kind of hilarious that I told him my budget was around $18k and the first thing he showed me was a $24k car.