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Hi guys I need $5000

 

gotcha.

 

print and enjoy

 

Me too, man

 

Sorry I only have $4998 in my wallet

 

My custody lawyer will love this

 

Finally. My package arrived.

I now have way too many brush pens and calligraphy dip nibs and I'm happy.

 

Pretty big day today, I've been clean for three months today and tomorrow is my last counseling session then I'm done with my rehab program. It's been.....a long road. And there's no end in sight, this is a life long struggle. But I'm in a better place now than I've ever been, I have the support of so many wonderful people (how lucky is it that I fell in love right as I got clean?). I've really learned a lot about myself and who I am throughout this whole process and while I'm still figuring a lot of that out I have more self confidence than I ever knew I could have. Some days are harder than others, that desire to go get high again never really goes away but I'm learning how to quiet down the cravings and not give in no matter how badly I want to. And some days, it's bad. Like real bad. But I can never go back there again.

Anyway I'm not sure what I wanted to say with this other than thank you to everyone reading this and everyone who has shown me love in the past year. God knows I needed it. Unfortunately in my addiction I burnt some bridges and some people burnt bridges with me, both online and off, I hold no grudges but understand those who had to distance themselves from me. Maybe in time those bridges can be rebuilt, in some respects I'm not sure if I'm ready to go there yet mentally but I digress.

From the bottom of my heart, thank you everybody. If anyone ever needs anything please reach out, it's the least I can do. And if anyone has questions about what I've been going through feel free to ask, I'm an open book when it comes to this. I feel like I need to be.

 

My man, i'm always here if you need someone to vent to. Believe me I understand. Keep moving forward it ONLY gets better.

 

Congrats bb! Missed you when you left the site for a while! Glad you're doing well!

 

Good luck I believe in you

 

Cool.

Remember if you ever need someone, @Dominick is right here for you.

 

@stillbrazy is the GOAT who showed me good music.

 

my parents just surprised me with a early birthday present and they got me tickets to Halloween Horror Nights at universal studios.

the plus side is they knew how much I loved universal studios and all that stuff so aww yeah.

the bad side is I'm terrified of horror stuff so I might die that night from being scared a lot.

 

Haunted houses scared me so much as a kid

 

I only went in one haunted house and I had my eyes closed the whole time.

I enjoy like watching YouTube videos of them because I at least know nothing can hurt me.

 

I just looked at the themes this year for Halloween horror nights and they are Krampus, The Exorcist, Freddy Vs Jason, American Horror Story, Texas Chainsaw Massacre and Halloween.

they also have the tram tour and a clown on the promo.

I am going to be terrified.

 

Hard pass

 

Anything to do with chucky scared me to death as a kid.

 

Go drunk like I did, duh.

 

I'm so jealous!!! I wanna go to a haunt thing!! Goals

 

I don't like clowns and there is like no HH without one.

 

Oh man I want to experience this so bad

 

oh shit they got the Jabbawockeez also.

It's lit.