Ben Seretan - Youth Pastoral (February 28, 2020) Album

OhTheWater · May 15, 2020

1.1 of
2.Power Zone
3.Holding Up the Sun
4.Straight Line
5.Am I Doing Right by You
6.Shadow
7.Call Out Your Name
8.Endless Bounty
9.Bowing Cypress

Water, change, hunger both physical and spiritual, the fire of unslakable thirst, life as a seaside christian teenager, ocean baptism, falling out of love with god, losing faith, the dull promise of even keeled happiness as you remember it from your childhood cul de sac, nostalgia as substance, substance abuse, codependency, willing with utter determination your life and body to change, turning god into a lover, turning a lover into god, letting go of all that, the thud of a bass drum booming in the distance and echoing off the buildings, finding ecstasy again after many years devoid, walls crumbling, lift, going from one to one of.

Youth Pastoral is a good title for this record. It’s a potent double meaning. On the one hand we can easily imagine young Ben rendered in soft oils standing ankle deep in the ocean surf, a lovely and naive portrait of a fondly remembered teenage California, a Beach Boys song. But there’s a pun, too - youth pastor-al - and now standing beside a young Ben in that ocean surf is a tragic figure, a man torn between needing to be cool in Oakley sunglasses and needing to be pious with a camo-wrapped bible, the tender of the flock and coffee shop meeter, a man who rides motocross, leaping from ramp to ramp in a desperate attempt to soar a bit closer to heaven.

These two figures collided once in real life, notably, in the central image of the album, when a young Ben decided to dedicate himself fully to the Faith. He chose to participate in an ocean baptism, a rededication of his life with Christ held in the gaping mouth of the Pacific. The youth pastor - spiritual leader in a flat brimmed hat - lowered him into the water. But this moment of ritual felt more like drowning, there was no divine light and no air beneath the briny current. Faith lost, superstructure gone. As Ben sings on “Holding Up the Sun,” - in the ocean with my clothes on in late summer / hands on my head / hands on my back / hold me down. Young Ben’s world crumbled but, as the walls came down, the light came in. He was cold, soaked with saltwater, out scot free from under a higher power.

Later, much later in life, Ben eerily felt that crumbled world freedom once again. Chewed up and spit out by piled-on life circumstances, Ben had to put it all back together again. He almost moved to Nebraska, he almost moved in with his parents. Instead, he made My Life’s Work, a twenty-four hour recording released on a 48-week long schedule throughout 2018. He started running on a treadmill all the time, he started going out dancing past sunrise every weekend. And he started putting these songs together, zeroing in on the significant overlap between breakup songs and lost god songs. And so the album wonders, between dance beats, gentle fingerpicking, ever-present harmonium, low end synth swells, and chaotic full band onslaughts, who do you build your life around? How brittle are the little truths that we cling to? And does loving someone turn them into a god, as merciless as the old testament?

This is the first proper LP of songs from Ben Seretan since summer 2016’s Bowl of Plums and, understandably in a darker and scarier world, this is a less starry-eyed outing. There are blemishes on the statues, termites in the foundation, so to speak. But the ecstatic joy remains, and the band is at times as gentle as an evening breeze and at others as ferocious as a house fire, taking cues from the broken sunny pop of Sparklehorse, the quiet/loud duality of Yo La Tengo, low end thumps of boogie music, and on at least one song, the windows down anthem of Phantom Planet.

There’s a great cast of collaborators. Nico Hedley - who released an excellent 7” under his name in 2019 - returns once again on bass. Dan Knishkowy - guitarist and songwriter in Adeline Hotel, in which Ben also plays guitar - hammers on crash cymbals and bashes out disco hi hats. Alex Lewis - radio producer and guitarist from Philadelphia’s the Early & Flat Mary Road - adds some heartbreaking lap steel and guitar cacophony that matches (or bests!) Ben’s playing. Dave Lackner - composer and reed wizard from Blue Jazz TV - contributed the final sprinkles of flute and sax from his home in New Haven and noted studio whiz and finger style ace Will Stratton mixed down the album.

Tragically - and there’s no elegant way to mention this - the sculptor Devra Freelander also appears on the record with her buoyant, full-hearted harmonies. Her performances are wonderful, but she did not live to see the album completed. Though the songs themselves have nothing, really, to do with losing a friend, it’s something from which the entire community of people involved with these songs is in the process of processing and the project is dedicated to her memory.

OhTheWater · May 15, 2020

One of my favorite releases of the year. Came out of nowhere and completely blew me away.

OhTheWater · Jun 9, 2020

This might be my AOTY

OhTheWater · Jul 30, 2020

Ordered the LP off of bandcamp a little bit ago and it came this week. Had a handwritten thank you/apology note for it being delayed (which I did not notice/care about, haha but it was still nice). Ben also sent me a Bowl of Plums vinyl as well, so I'm listening to that one now! Really great stuff.

Anyway this is also a bump because this is in my top 3 records of the year and has been overlooked!

Cody · Jul 30, 2020

not sure exactly how i feel about this after one listen but the vocals on this are undeniably captivating

OhTheWater · Jul 30, 2020

The first listen there were songs where some of the vocals grated on me a bit, but it grows on me each time I listen

Cody · Jul 30, 2020

this really reminds me of something, track 5 especially, the 'oh my god' part, but i can't put my finger on it.

overall, i think i do quite like the record. the way it seems to fall in and out of 'song' reminds me of stuff like young jesus, and that trick lends a real spacious, cosmic vibe to the whole project which is quite fitting given the thematic connection to loss of faith.

ItsAndrew · Jul 30, 2020

This is great, thanks for sharing!

Matt Chylak · Jul 30, 2020

Holy cow what is this “Power Zone” song doing to me?

personalmaps · Jul 30, 2020

Oh my goodness this is wonderful from the first second???? Thank you for bumping this thread.

Edit: got halfway thru the third track and ordered the vinyl. It’s been a very long time since I impulse purchased a record by an artist I’ve never heard before!

OhTheWater · Jul 30, 2020

Yay!

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OhTheWater · Sep 18, 2020

Hitting a little bit harder as it gets colder. Solid fall album

mad · Dec 3, 2020

catching up on 2020 releases I missed. this is a goooood one.

Leftandleaving · Dec 3, 2020

cannot get past these vocals :~(

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