A1-8s and Bad Steaks [Archived] • Page 796

I'll pour one out for you too.

 

s.a.m.e.

Stopped a panic attack earlier. No friends here to talk me through. Haven't opened up about it to my team yet. Basically went off to the bathroom like nothing was going on.

Everything is garbage and at times like this, it feels like there's no point in trying to push for things to change because nothing will ever change.

 

I'm opening a bottle of wine when I get home because I am so done.

 

Thank god the liquor store is between my place of employment and my house.

 

I'm broke to the point of not being able to get anything outside of what I already have.

Might have to get creative up in here.

 

AND it's a Monday

 

Fuck.
It.
All.

 

I'm going to smoke weed and play video games until my eyes bleed.

 

Can I join?

 

lol yes.

 

Too bad I don't have anything to game on

fuuuuuuu

 

You have internet you can game

 

I have a really funny story about this coming up with an okcupid guy and I can't remember if I told you guys.

 

So this just came up on my daily mix. Cool.

 

This. I have always struggled with depression, anxiety, identity issues, etc but i never was violent. If anything i wanted to be more understood as having those particular sensitivities.

Thought this sent earlier before coming into work but apparently it didnt lol.

 

I talk about stabbing a lot but like, it's one of those schtick things. I would never be able to actually do that. I'm far too passive and anti-confrontational irl for that.

:/

 

Just in case tell us again

 

I'm going to smoke weed until I'm pretty high and at that point I'll stop for 45-1+

 

Same here only fighta i ever got into were defending my mom and my girl/grandpa in respective situations. Usually i; despite being a bigger and i guess stand offish dude (cus of being shy), always seen myself as some softer spirited person and it was like a huge clash for me to be seen as this person who imposing and threatening.... I get emotional when im legit angry lol.

 

I'm going to smoke air tonight!

 

I mention that I like video games in my profile and a dude sent me a message asking what my favorite online game is. I said Pogo as a troll, and he got really excited and asked if I had played Poppit gold or something and I trolled him on a bit, then he asked if I was in Club Pogo and if we could play sometime. I mentioned that I was kidding and that I played real games and he was like "but could we play poppit sometime?" and I blocked him lol

 

I have screenshots on my phone somewhere