Amphetamines make me super anxious but also super high and I have a tendency to start showing addictive behaviors with them if I take addy or vyvanse or whatever multiple days in a row
it sounded off to me for this exact reason hahaha if I smoke towards the end do you think that'll help or is it inevitable?
yeah my friend doesn't want me to take benzos for that reason (he thinks I will love them) but I like trying new stuff so
I wouldn't reccomend it they're more trouble than they're worth. Even low doses make me forget a bunch of shit and anything over like 1mg of xanax and I'm guaranteed to completely black out
ohhhh you will i tell you what though, the dispensary is due out any day now with a high CBD strain, and i'm pretty excited to try it for my anxiety edit: jake is correct they are trouble
Adderall always made me feel very empty during the comedowns. Vyvance was actually a little better for me, but I still had to smoke at the end to return to equilibrium. Ive got addictive genes in the immediate fam so i experience minor withdrawal symptoms more than the average person, so smoking helps. Although i once had a terrible experience after smoking too soon that gave me heart palpitations. I dont do study drugs anymore because im not in school and i dont really need them but every once in awhile ill find myself wanting to use one and be super productive/write like a beast. Wont bring myself to do em tho- sticking to weed and ill probs do shroomz again soon lol
have I given my LSD lecture here yet? I feel lke I have. right? anyway I actually never noticed a comedown with adderall. I really liked it when it made its appearance in my circle lol. Actually I matched this guy on tinder the other day who seemed really cool and we started texting and he mentioned vyvanse and casually like (I thought) joke asked if I wanted to buy some and then he disappeared after so I was like "plot twist: this was all just to get me to buy drugs" and he never answered soo I kinda feel like it was...
my pupils are huuuuge rn I liked Vyvanse for what it was but my heart would beat so fucking fast during and it kind of freaked me out so I haven't touched the stuff in a couple of years. I'm probably gonna try Xanax a couple of times in very controlled environment to minimize risk, but honestly not to sound like a baby but the Lil Peep stuff scared me a little. I've heard benzos are good for forcing yourself out of a bad trip if you do psychedelics but I don't personally know anyone who has done this. acid is in the cards for sometime soon, but i gotta plan like a weekend around it soooo. don't plan on messing too too much with acid just because @supernovagirl did warn us. actually I think the whole thread cautioned me.
Benzos alone don't carry risk of death but mix them with alcohol or opiates and you're gonna die, I nearly overdosed a couple times from the latter mix
yeah, here we've had a pretty bad opiate crisis / death toll in the last few years so I'm paranoid of the possibility that it'll be cut with something like it was for him. perhaps unfounded but shrug
yeah I ws gonna say wasn't the lil peep xanax fentanyl laced or something? idk if that's a common thing rly
General rule of thumb for myself is stick to natural stuff. I’ve messed around with study drugs but I’m fairly certain I’m forever done with those. I’d take shrooms over LSD for sure. Did them once before and they were revelatory. I think I’d do peyote at some point in my life, though I have no idea where to obtain these things lol.
having the physical symptoms I usually associate with anxiety but none of the mental ones like panic or anguish or anything. it's kind of weird but not entirely unpleasant as far as come downs go
Ugh I was a total zombie when I was prescribed Adderall and I only took 10mg a day. I’m sure it would still help me with school but I enjoy having a unique personality too much to ever go back.
Weed and Psychs is all I want these days. I've been through the fucking ringer with heroin and cocaine addiction but I've dabbled with xans and amps and even ketamine and shit years and years ago, at this age and after all I've been through and seen, I just can't do anything but weed and psychedelics it's just way too risky
welp, I still haven't slept post adderall but I'm not exactly tired so not sure if this is gonna be a problem later today
I was warned about dehydration so I've been steady hydrating through the night. only drank two bottles of water so far but I'm hoping it helps curb whatever happens. def gonna go get food though, im not hungry but it's been 14 hours since I last ate so it's definitely about time