I don't have the guts to start a psychs thread so I'll share here: Tried DMT the other week. Didn't do a breakthrough dose, but I was met with intense fractals and a complete loss of depth perception. No time for comeup anxiety which is nice. Anyone else have any experience?
This slurricane is so fucking beautiful and tastey and sticky but it puts me to sleep instantly so I feel like I can’t enjoy it as much as I’d like to. not a bad problem to have
Got a new Santa Cruz Shredder, thing is freaking huge. Collected a shitload of kief from the first use of course and now I’m high as a kite.
So I basically blasted off, the room disappears around me. I go through the roof into the sky and can no longer see the world around me no matter if my eyes are open or closed. I see this little green figure in a cart on a track seemingly in space. I’m in a cart behind him following on a monorail basically. The path was already chosen and I couldn’t alter it if I tried, I had to follow this being. Eventually after some turns and whatnot everything kinda opens up like we’re looking over this starry atmosphere. On one side I see like a blue army and on one side I saw a red army of like these galactic soldiers. I tried to really examine the “evil” red side and then noticed the leader who looked absolutely terrifying. For some reason when I saw it’s face it felt like I was literally going to die but then the leader of the blue group, this angelic looking thing swarmed my vision and as soon as I locked eyes with it I was back safe in my room. anyway, my mother passed away in 2008 like 5 years before this experience and the blue savior Angel felt like her presence “saving” me it was bizarre. Terrifying and cool experience l. I always tell people everyone should breakthrough once. It’s just terrifying, or can be, haha.
Not sure how to make it, but that's cool. Maybe one day! My last shrooms trip was the strongest I've ever done and the first 3-4 hours spent in the deepest sadness and paralysis I may ever know, then those final two hours I somehow grew bored of it all--and that epiphany, of becoming bored of my own internal crisis, was HUGE for me. I was finally able to move around and enjoy my trip. But it was really difficult. Context, I was really searching for an "answer" prior to my trip and it basically taught me that there isn't an "answer," but a way to grow past a narrative I am always telling myself. Anyway, it was intense and I haven't done any psychedelics since lol. Things are much better for me these days though, emotionally/mentally, so maybe at some point.
These Moonshine haze “dialed in” gummies are sooo bomb. Maybe my favourite I’ve had. Infused with rosin. So tasty and it was an incredible euphoric/happy high. Could not stop smiling haha.
Got some of the threads favorite, Green Crack, in live resin. For a strain that sounds like a reference to freebase cocaine this shit has me fucking STONED. Melting in my computer chair time to play some video games!
I miss joint circles with my friends. It’s been too long. I really hope things improve to the point where we can get to do that again this year.
Actual accumulating snowfall for once, a couple bowls, some DIIV, and about to walk to grab a coffee. Beautiful morning if I may say so myself.