Sounds like you're experiencing really valid grief. For what you were hoping for and what your life could have been. And I think it's ok to mourn that and is a necessary part of the healing process. I think that's also what we were supposed to take from the final Jane the Virgin season but we all know how wrong that was so do u boo! Everyone processes and deals in their own time.
I got a message on okc from someone I've definitely seen around town and thought they looked familiar but from the way she messaged me I'm wondering if she knows me or we had a conversation before. We've probably matched before idk
Guy I was kinda chatting with stopped replying. *sighs* I honestly don’t know what to do when there’s literally no one in my area that’s interesting. The only other person that I came across hasn’t matched with me so there’s that
You know, I always thought people who believed in reptilian subterranean creatures ruling our society were crazy until I saw this