2 Dating 2 Relationships Thread II: The Squeakquel NSFW • Page 191

He apologized. I gave him a bell hooks book for his birthday. I should make a condition that he can't talk to me about feminism until he reads it. But then he talks about the pink tax like he's down smh!! Read the book!

 

Funko pop girl was a bad idea

 

What happened?

 

Idk how to say this respectfully but she unloaded a lot of baggage that I had no way to deal with so she basically cried the whole time.

 

So now I have to gently tell her our planned 2nd date this weekend is a funko no go

 

I think you mean

*ahem*

funkno

 

Mike

 

i told you no Miles morales was a bad thing from the start

 

need more cat pictures

 

thread is good again

 

I hate how I can objectively say I deserve so much better but still miss him so much

 

My date’s a minute late am I going to die alone?

 

I’m supporting the other building at my work so I can help lead a project that they are doing so I get to hang with some of my friends in that building.

they realize how shy and timid I can be around new people and also ladies I find attractive.

they decided to start putting me into situations to help me come out of my shell so far and I made a new friend with a person who I think is super attractive so wow they are helpful.

they are the good friends.

 

The date went terribly, idk why but I was super flustered and lost my train of thought in conversation multiple times. End of the date I leaned in to kiss her and didn’t realize till I was halfway there she wasn’t into it at all so I super awkwardly pulled back. Time to jam new Phoebe Bridgers and lower myself into the abyss :)

 

Is this Funko?

 

Nope but it wasn’t as bad as funko

 

Falling in love with a girl during quarantine is a really bad idea

source: I did cause I'm a big giant idiot

 

Seeing someone Saturday who sounds nice and normal and even better, lives next to a drive-in.

 

Got back to OkCupid for the first time in a few years. Matched with someone but it already led to an awkward interaction. Having no decent photos of myself at my disposal (I lost a ton over the years + dysphoria doesn't help), I put the one I took with Dorian Electra at their show last year, just as a "this will do" while I'm scouring my computer and phone to find one I remember posting somewhere on here a few months back.

Anyway, after a "Hello, who are you in the picture", I got immediately told by the person that they would've prefered that I turn out to be Dorian because they're attracted to feminity. Uh, at least they're... honest? Not many people must read bios because I had lightheartedly clarified the issue twice in mine beforehand. Guess I'm bad at this.

Dating apps are fun

 

Have a date planned in a few weeks. I’m so nervous because I feel awkward and shy. I’m not very good at the whole dating thing. The triggering part is it’s the same weekend that I went on a date 3 years ago with my ex. So it kinda fucks with my mind. I just gotta hope he likes me and wants a second date. Not even sure if I’m his type looks wise. Through our conversations we seem like we’d get along pretty well. But a good personality doesn’t mean anything if you’re not found attractive :( this guy is like the only person I’ve found that has the few main qualities I look for. And he doesn’t live close by so I’m giving this somewhat long distance thing a go.

Now this probably goes more in the mental health thread but, I still have bad dreams about the whole ex thing- how easily he left me and humiliated me. It hasn’t gotten easier. Yeah my cat is with me. It’s a strange feeling because it’s almost like he never existed and the whole thing was a dream but somehow I have this cat. I can’t explain or put into words how I feel.

 

My bfs snoring doesn't usually bother me but for whatever reason it did last night and I've gotten no sleep. Like I wasn't deep enough in the rem cycle or something so I kept having scary dreams and his irl snoring was like the deep heavy breathing of a murderer in my dreams. Someone was living in the walls and all I could hear was their heavy breathing. Anyway. It's 6:30am on a Sunday and I'm awake. Meh.

 

It’s been months and you have yet to post a picture together! (Here or insta)
The world demands it we need proof that he’s real Kiana and he doesn’t just “go to another school”