Oh damn I am so sorry to hear this. You got all of us if you need to vent. Sending some good thoughts your way.
How do people date during quarantine? i'm terrified to date again. Not like I was good at dating to being with. My last relationship ended badly, and I'm left completely damaged. I am so "traumatized" by how my ex ended things (and lied to me most of the relationship), I don't want to automatically think something is a "red flag" when it isn't. It feels like I have "dating anxiety". I also feel awkward and don't know how to talk to guys. I lost the ability to trust. I'm shy and awkward around cute guy from on-call job. He seems nice and I wish to get to know him more. "super cute guy" and I seem to have many things in common and I feel like we'd get along well. I worry if we meet, he won't find me attractive. what if I'm not his "type". I creeped his social media and he seems "normal".
I feel this. It’s been weird but I’ve had several conversations going on a very relaxed basis, after having two people do a total 180 and expressing no interest. I’ve come to find I’m afraid of getting too close again LOL oopsie!!
I'm always afraid of getting too close, because I just end up hurt. It makes me feel worse about myself. I have bad self esteem issues. Getting constantly rejected doesn't make it any better