Talking to a cute guy on tinder who likes Julien Baker and neutral milk hotel but he also seems to have his life together too well, so unless he starts disclosing some serious flaws, I feel v intimidated right now. Healthy coping mechanisms? Wtf???
Also I am hanging out with a guy today and idk. Like... He's def into me but maybe more so than I am into him. I don't rly know. It's so early and he seems so into it whereas I am more guarded and slow to figure that out. It almost feels like a fetishization? Not in a sexual way but like I don't feel like he regards me as a person? Idk how to explain. He talks a lot about what I deserve and how great i am and that even if we don't work out romantically he'd like to have me in his life as a friend which isn't like inherently weird to say to a person, but probably is when I don't rly know them. But then I'm like...is that normal and I'm just used to douchebags? But I don't think so. I want a middle ground. Someone who is obv nice and treats me well but can also call me on my bs and have fun with. Right now all our discussion have been so serious. Maybe that will change in person. We'll see but I'm a lil hmmmm
Get into meth and you'll find someone in no time! Staying to be near family or just have an attachment to the city?