I’d be too scared to get my ass kicked by some guy tbh. Or worse, he could chop my whole body off and all that’s left will be a dick
I always related to Chloe the most but Hannah is way cooler than I could ever be tbh and she reminds me of Chloe a lot so yeah also I'm the softer one so I guess I'm Max.
So Hannah gets hit on at work allll the time, I'm not the jealous type at all, it's just that I am protective and it's usually freaking creeps that are doing it. She's very nice and open and some men respond to that in a certain way and think it's appropriate to ask for her socials or other things. The other day, a guy was hitting on her very obvious so she said she had a gf and he proposed a threesome....this has happened so many times to her, like please tell me wtf goes through these dudes heads. She told me so I went up to him and was like, "hey man, I heard what you said to my girlfriend and it's not cool and not appropriate. Don't do it again." and walked away. His friend was so embarrassed and they booked it out of the store. Yesterday she was on register and rang up a guy for tarot cards. Well he took the opportunity to do a tarot reading for her, and I saw what was happening and just kinda slid up like hey what's going on here? And after awhile the guy got the picture cause she was like, "you should hear this, some of this relates to you" so he goes, "are you guys lovers?" HIS ACTUAL WORDS!!!! I CAN'T!!!!! But she actually drew her last card which was cups card (I think?), and the cups in the deck were all rainbow and she was like THIS IS GREAT. Anyway this guy brings her on the floor to show her something else, so I followed of course because obviously this guy needs to be put down. He then proceeds to say, don't you think this girl looks like her? And then shows me a picture of a professional cosplayer (?!?!?!?) so I was like nah, Hannah is way prettier and then the dude shows us a pic of this cosplayer in like basically nothing??? I shut him down so hard in this moment that he finally left but it's like, ima actually lay a dude out soon. Not to mention there's also a guy at work that is sexually harassing her and instead of doing something about it, my manager yells at Hannah and tells her to stop gossiping and is blaming her for starting high school drama?? I've always been incredibly protecting of friends facing situations like this but I will probably actually black out if there's a real confrontation with a guy because I'm fucking sick of it already.
Not to mention the fact that I think our asm has a crush on her so when she told him about that guy he was like you should've come got me! And was like mad that I was the one to confront him.
Update on my ex - after he found out about Hannah (because he stalked chorus), he told me he's packing my stuff up and wants it out of the apartment. Said he was gonna put it in the storage unit for me to get when I can. I called him yesterday but have to call again today to further discuss - he doesn't want me coming over while he's away this weekend with anybody, I can understand not wanting Hannah there but how am I supposed to move my life by myself? Btw he made a tinder profile and is having drinks this week with somebody so it's like ok...I am happy for him and he said he's happy if I am happy but I also told him I don't think contact as friends is good right now. He might move back to where he's from and I think that'll be good for him. I'm very overwhelmed but seriously just picturing my cute little apartment and Hannah being by my side at the end of this and it's all I've got to get me through.
Ex texted me today, said I can get my stuff out Sunday with whoever's help. This is hard for both of us but it's still ultimately me ending it so I am still struggling with guilt. It's the right decision of course but yeah...this is hard. Not to mention lack of funds and needing to rent a truck, etc. Where's my stuff gonna even go? I have furniture too. Hoping this apartment I am seeing on Wednesday comes through because otherwise guess I am getting a storage unit and shoving everything in there, which means more money spent, having to rent a truck again, etc. I'm exhausted and working both jobs tonight.
Went on a date for the first time in 3 years-ish last night. I'm still not sure how I feel about dating again, but I'm putting myself out there at least.
algorithms suck, havent had much success on Tinder in a while. I think I've been sitting on the same Like number for a couple weeks now. Might reset the account but I'm afraid of a shadowban